NO!
I think yesterday was one of the best days I've had in the last six months. And the only thing I did differently was to try to be present every single second of every single hour. I CHOSE to take responsibility for myself. I CHOSE to fight my ED every step of the way. I CHOSE to make it a good day.
Today will be just like yesterday. Only better. I deserve better. I want better. I want to be better.
Awesome!
ReplyDeleteIn my own recovery, surrending has always been a challenge for me. I like being in control. :) Only problem is, me being in control is what gets me out of control. It's fucked up...but I know you get what I'm saying. :)
So where's what I did. I made a decision to "take control" of my powerlessness. Yup, I sat myself down and said, "Self, you're fucked up. I need to make a decision right now to surrender so that others can put me back together."
ps...it feels pretty good, don't it? :) Have an excellent day.
ReplyDelete---------------------------------->
ReplyDeleteCute Jen! I like this photo over here.
Go Girl!
ReplyDelete