I CHOOSE

...to love myself.
...to treat myself gently, with patience and respect.
...to accept responsibility for every aspect of my life.

...to be present, awake, aware.
...to be open to possibility.
...to leap with the intention of landing.
...to do amazing things.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Back from the land of no return

Whew. I am shopped out. I spent a couple days in SCHAUMBURG, IL, working my way from one shopping oasis to the next. I loaded up on spring/summer apparel appropriate for the workplace, pierced my upper ear, ate in a restaurant by myself (something I've NEVER done) and managed to spend less money that I thought I would.

I really focused the shopping on coordinating clothes that will work well for travel. And, I purposefully stayed away from casual attire. Unfortunately, I shouldn't have been so steadfast. Today, it's pushing 80 in Milwaukee and I have NO SUMMER CLOTHES for relaxing. At the end of last summer, I gave away all my shorts and casual crops, as well as sandals, because everything was too big.

I found a pair of capris that someone gave me that I had shoved in the bottom of my pajama drawer. They'll have to do. When I did stop today to try on shorts, I was a bit horrified by the chicken legs on which my belly skin rolls rest. Egads. I don't think I'm quite up to shorts yet. And no tank tops this summer.

Last year I thought I was looking pretty good--compared to the 140+ pounds I had been sporting the previous summer. But this year, my skin is pretty loose and hangs in frightening ripples off my appendages and middle. Another summer of adjustment for sure.

1 comment:

Melting Mama said...

I won't wear anything above the knee or elbow - so I sweat to death all spring/summer. Such is life with skin that droops.